Monday, November 30, 2009
while everything lies out of balance
what do I do?
pressure is caused by the ones so dear and precious
so I try to remain unfearful
but Lord knows fear is all that lives here
and courage hasnt knocked at the door once
so again what do I do?
when opportunity for someone else keeps peeping through my window
how can I get him to find the key to the one that shelters me?
and how do I learn to trust this instinct that is telling me to run?
when Im on a freeway with heavy traffic
where's my magic
does prosperity come to those who wait?
or the opposite
because as long as I have been on this swing I should be higher than the mountains
almost hearing the angels singing
so I will stop and come back down to earth
because maybe its just that simple
or maybe not
or maybe just maybe my mind needs time to...think
In these times and at this moment, alot is happening in our world and sometimes we dont take out the time to get to know ourselves and what we really want. Remember that you have to remain in your time and stay prayerful. Your blessing will come, but just calm down and think and let God speak to you. As I type this to you I am also speaking to myself. Its not easy not knowing what lies ahead. I mean like no clue and you have everyone in your ear telling you what and how your life should go because of their past or maybe because they can see your beautiful story unfold. So again take the time to think things through and give yourself time. Im not saying dont take sound advice but really analyze your choices and options. The world is your hands not the other way around.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
to the south, east, north, or west
neither one of those directions can take me to my destination
or where I want to go
white picket dreams lay in the distance
but will I ever meet my dreams at my reality
pretty smiles and quiet stares lay on their faces
expectations are set too high
how can I really tell the real and the fake?
everything is upside down
confusion is knocking
first at a steady now harder
what do I do?
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
Friday, November 13, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
God is so awesome. Even when it seems like He has given up all hope on you, He comes in and happens for you!
Now I know what I need to focus on specifically and I can chill out a lil'.
What do you guys think? Am I making the right choice? Do you feel going to grad school is better than going out and finding a job or does it differ with the individual?
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
1. I am graduating from college on May 1, 2010 (exact date).
2. I am goofy (I laugh at everything) and shy.
3. I dont have a favorite color.
4. I have a little sister, and we are seven years apart.
5. I love crawfish etouffee...its my favorite food.
6. I wish I was a kid again.
7. I am at work right now bored as ever.
I also nominate these blogs that I think are just awesome:
Pia Lashay @ http://pialashay.blogspot.com/
withlove_starz @ http://withlovestarz.blogspot.com/
Shandra E...*the misses @ http://loversandfriendsmemypadandmypen.blogspot.com/
♥Beauty is in the eye of the Beholder♥ @ http://xxxchristianbarbiexxx.blogspot.com/
Here are the rules: To accept you have to make a post and share 7 facts about yourself & award the people who you think deserve's it and let them know you nominated them. Have Fun!
Monday, November 9, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Matthew 6:25-27 New International Version
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
i need to get back to my sanity and just myself all together. i dont want to do anything. nothing right now excites me but nov. 24 (plane home!!! yay!) and may 1 (graduation). i am just so done with everything. i am just ready to spread my wings and fly away far far far far far away from here far away from here!!!
so many things are in the distance spiritually, physically, and mentally. this is why i am just so ready because i know good is on its way. i can just feel and taste it.
i have never been so alone, confused, and down in my life. i believe that if i survive this, i can survive any and every thing.
quote of today:Life is like an onion; you peel off one layer at a time and sometimes you weep. ----Carl Sandburg