Update! I'm Back

Omg! It has been so long since I blogged. A lot has happened since I last posted.

I plan on updating really soon :)

I miss blogging and have not forgotten about y'all :)

I feel like a stranger to blogger now and I am not sure if anyone even reads or is interested in my blog but for those that do....IM BACK! lol

I have missed all the people that I used to read like clock work. Not where I want to be but I am one step closer.

tty soon! :)

Only in His time

I want to cry but my tears are all dried out
Fear brings and makes me anxious
Only to be criticized in the end
When will I ever win?
When will my story begin?
Back and forth, up and down
No time for my feet to be leveled to the ground
I'm caught up
No where to run
No where, no place, no face, no sound
But the ceiling fan
And the chords of my favorite band
Soon they tell me
But none have ever been able to assure me
So it is a lie
Until I find the truth
Maybe it's only in heaven
Only in His eyes
Only in His time

made my day...Sha Sha Jones "Butterfly"

LOVE THIS SONG!

Soon it will be over...long time coming :)

I know it has been a little while. These days have been filled with wonder, confusion, and deep thought. I am happy though to say I am becoming more at peace and content with life's situations and problems. I am starting now to not sweat the small stuff and am realizing everything truly happens for a reason.

My mind has been focused on finding my purpose, true joy, and what makes me happy. What makes me happy is helping others, singing for God, and staying close to the ones who truly love and care for me. Nothing else matters...really.

Cliches aren't just simple cliches that are sparked from thin air. They are relative to every day life and will make sense in due time.

As I move forward, my prayer is that I never lose this feeling and moment. I pray I can share my whole story one day and feel no remorse or shame.

I am a work in progress but steady moving forward. I pray you are doing the same.

*Side note: I will be done with that work situation 3/31/12. I will update you guys on that and everything it has taught me.

Well love you all :) xoxo

this made me laugh...HA!

Definitely needed this...it has been a lllllooooooonnnnnggggg couple of weeks!

made my day...Lloyd "Do It Again"

made my day...Mary Mary "Go Get It"

It's March!

I cant believe it is March already and I do welcome it in because I am ready for the weather change.

This month I plan on finally getting out through "it" with ease, patience, and strength. I feel like it has been a long time coming but I know this situation will get better. I plan on stressing less, drinking more water, and getting back to my workout routine. I think I will just keep it simple for now since Weight Watchers didnt work for me (I believe it still can work but its just not for me right now...my work life will not allow it).

Well...HAPPY MARCH!!!

made my day....Brandy & Monica Performing "It All Belongs to Me"

made my day...Jaiden The Cure feat. Yummy Bingham "Melody"

made my day...Gwen Bunn

Isnt she lovely!!!

made my day...ASHANTI!

There could never nnnnneeeeevvvvveeeee....eeeeevvvvvveeerrr....EVER! be another Whitney Houston but I really enjoyed this tribute :)

made my day...Shei Atkins "Because of You" (Sneek Peak)

inspiration.