how i feel...

i wish i could escape sometimes from my own mind
take a second and press rewind
go to the place where i could care less
where the little things were the best
friends came anew everyday
back when everything was a second from okay
now i face real issues like being misused
fear, money, enemies, and the confused
when did things get so far from simple?
when did my dreams fade like the sound of the cymbal
i just want to be held and loved
i just want a better understanding of what its made of
i wake up to feel empty again
i go to sleep to find peace ungained