Friday, December 31, 2010

New Year's Resolution

  1. Continue to keep GOD 1st
  2. Take risks
  3. Step outside of comfort zone
  4. Build my wardrobe
  5. Meet new ppl
  6. Lose weight<------I had to put this on day I am going to get there!
  7. Continue to be successful
  8. Go out more and do things I want to do
  9. Gain a stronger love for self
  10. Blog on different topics outside of the norm....any suggestions???
What is your New Year's Resolution(s)?


Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Monday, December 27, 2010

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Friday, December 24, 2010

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

when others seem to come against you,

just know it is just a sign of the success coming your way!

I have been dealing with so many things this week. All I can say is no matter how hard they try, they cant steal my joy. What God has for me, it is for me. No one has control over me.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

a lil update....

I know its been a week since my last post but I have just been super busy.

This week was of course my first week as a permanent employee, and lets just say training is no joke. I still have another week for training.

Tonight I am going to a Christmas party. I hope I have fun because Lord knows I need some fun in my life.

Work is taking all of my time and energy.

I got most of my Christmas shopping done. I just need to get two more things and I should be good to go.

Well on that note I will ttyl:)


Sunday, December 12, 2010

how can you cross a bridge thats never been officially built?

how can you get over something that wasnt mutual and mostly formulated from within?

I wish I had the answer, but I dont.

I dont understand how this could be possible, do you?

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Thursday, December 9, 2010

to my are not ALONE:)

I just wanted to write this post to all of my inspirations. I want to thank you for your kinds words and just always giving me your time of day. On a recent post, I randomly spoke on being lonely. Yes, I feel lonely at times, but I found out that I'm not the only which really made me feel that this is an issue that many of us face. I even went as far as to do research and it is just amazing to me to see how many of us face this on a daily.

I spoke to a BEAUTIFUL person, and she gave me some very encouraging words. She told me about finding out exactly what I am longing for. Right now, friends are few and not having that special someone adds to this thing that I am feeling right now, loneliness.

I have so many wonderful things going on with me right now, and I just refuse to let the enemy trick me into down playing my blessings. I refuse to let the enemy steal my joy or try to play mind games!

I want to give some encouraging words to my inspirations. Know that you are not alone even when you feel your lonliest because we have each other. I may not know you all personally, but I do know that we are all connected in one way or many others. WE ARE NOT ALONE as long as we keep this in my mind. God loves you. He wants the best for you, so I will assume He is saving the best for last as the saying goes. The BEST is yet to come. Continue to do you, accept things you cant change, and love yourself!

XOXO I love you all:)

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

i feel bamboozled...

I am so tired of being lonely PERIOD....

One day I am happy with being single, the next I just need someone to talk to...

Why does my mind linger to the past...?

Is this whats holding me back from being not lonely...HMPH!

I know this is super random but you guys I just dont know nemore yall...

Maybe being with someone is not meant for me...

Maybe Im meant to be alone right now (well, for the past 22 years...but whose counting)

Monday, December 6, 2010

Christmas List:

I dont really want much for this Christmas. I am more concerned about what I will be getting for others, but if I had to choose, here is my list:
  1. Red Slippers
  2. PJ's
  3. Makeup
  4. Military Coat
  5. Jewelry
  6. Any winter accessories i.e. gloves, scarves, hats
  7. Butterfly Jewelry holder

i want to dress like this!

Sunday, December 5, 2010


Saturday, December 4, 2010

i love her: Janelle Monae

She is not afraid at ALL. Thats what I love the most about her. I wish I wasn't afraid of so many things even after I receive confirmation that everything is gonna be fine, Im still afraid. Here at 22, Ive realized that the reason why I havent tried new things is because Im afraid and have made myself comfortable with routine and norm. I need to step outside the box already!!!


Friday, December 3, 2010

New Music Purchases!!!

I recommend all three albums to those who love real music:)


Wednesday, December 1, 2010

a lil update...


This is just a lil update...

I am off today and for the next week and a half until I start my new position permanently. No one can steal my joy. I dont know what I am going to do with this time, but I do plan on getting all of my christmas shopping down probably mostly via internet and just chill because I am going to be working hard when I go back to work. There is much to be done and I am thankful for this break so that I can relax before I start back working permanently. The pay will almost double what I made as a temp and it is just all soooo exciting. This has to be a sign of everything falling into place. I can really start seriously looking for an apartment, pay off credit card, and start really saving.

Well that is all:)