New Music: Cherri V "Im in Love"

inspiration.

Hello everyone! I just got finished reading the Patiently Waiting  post from Healthy Kisses and it really inspired me so I want you to clink the link and take a read. I can always count on her for inspiration:)

Brandy singing "Perfect Love"

So love this girl:)

what my horoscope said today...

Your past may have a good deal to do with your present, but it doesn't have to determine your future.

Coincidence...I think not!

New Music: Zshatwa's "Young Chick"

how to grow...

When you pursue prayer, you pursue growth. Always easy, no. Always worth it, YES ~ Mary Mary

Read more: http://www.essence.com/relationships/hot_topics_5/walk_the_walk_mary_marys_advice_on_growth.php#ixzz1Hl20drOj

I could only imagine how pressing it may feel to be in their position. The responsibility and continual obligation to be God's vessel to millions of people. Cant wait for their album this Tuesday!!!

today was a good day...

I know alot of people that operate like this....

believe it or not...

This made me SMILE!

Today was another rough one. Im really hoping that tomorrow (my Friday!) will be better. To top it all off aunt flow and mother nature had a field day with me..ugh!

Today I asked myself this question....

Today was another one of those days. Im not going to make any conclusions until the end of this week because it just may be that I need a day off to recuperate. (cant wait for my day off on Friday!)

sometimes i wish...

i was born with a manual. sometimes i dont understand myself. this whole balance thing is getting pretty tough. i thank God for where He has brought me from and to. However, my job is simply taking over my life. i have only been working permanently for 3 months (a total of 9 months if you count me working temp.) and already i am putting in PTO.

it is making me wonder about my future and honestly i cant see myself doing this for any longer than 1 or 2 years.

i dont hang out. i barely treat myself to anything because i am usually too tired to. prime example, i am thinking about all of the things i have due on Monday. i feel as if my job is putting too much responsibility on a person that has only been there for 3 months. when my supervisor was out, i was treated as the next in line to handle incoming requests by assigning them to my co-workers.

i really dont know how to handle this because i am a yesman. i dont complain and i always manage to get my work done even if it means coming in an hour early or leaving an hour later.

i know i should be grateful to have a job but i just needed to vent. this was the only way that i knew how.

i feel like im being taken advantage of and most of my days dont make sense. all i know is im tired. physically and mentally.

i wish i could sing and write all day.

if you are dealing with something similar, let me know below:)

inspiration.

Japan you are in my prayers...

happiness.

MY SONG!

Yall I am tired!

This Thurs. and Fri. I will be working OT...YAY!(not!)

New Music: Eric Benet feat Faith Evans "Feel Good"

New Music: Kelly Price "Not My Daddy"

Plans for today...

1. Pedicure and eye brow wax
2. Shopping - havent really done much of this in a while and it is sooooo needed
3. Maybe go out to Dave and Busters for some fun

so happy its the weekend:)

this has been one of dem weeks....

I had a great convo with my friend last night. It help me realize so many things.

I have goals that I know I need to obtain and dreams I have to fulfill before this life is over. You can only blame your past for so long. It is time to get in the mindset of a new woman - body, soul, and mind. I know its not going to be easy, but it can and shall be done.

The more and more you speak negativity into your life like "I cant", "it wont", "never", etc., the more and more your mind will be programed to believe such nonsense.

My plans are to:

1. Read my Bible and pray everyday
2. Join a gym to lose weight
3. Get out more and travel

In turn I hope to gain:

1. Fulfillment
2. Peace
3. Love
4. Happiness
5. Confidence
6. Security