Why do I do that?!

I know this is really random, but this thought just came to mind.

Why do I (yes me) never fully fufill my goals? I always seem to get really close and before going through the last part, I find myself quitting when it comes to myself especially physically. I wish I could the same effort as my job and education as my own personal self such as friendships, my health, and overall physical being. I am always screaming how I want to wear this or do that and I just simply hold myself back.

Sorry I really had to share this because there is nothing like your own self therapy. I need to do better...