missing you...

all though im missing you
ill find a way to get through
with or w/o you...
you were sister, my strength, my pride
only God may know why
well i will get by...

i cant believe that we only had four years...it came and went too quick
i love you all...sometimes i need you...im missing you guys
thanks for being my friends
thanks for making me feel like it was ok to be me regardless
thanks for the talks
thanks for your time:)

You Just Never Know...

This can apply to every aspect of L I F E.

just stopping to say hello....:)

hello bloggers....how are you guys...me??? im cool...counting down the days til graduation and enjoying my last moments at the wu (wilberforce university)

i had a great labor day weekend...i went to cedar point (basically the six flags in ohio)!!!

lately i have been meeting new people and really been focusing on what i need to focus on....work is work...class is class.

i am getting anxious and ready to go to the conference i was telling you guys about...i plan to buy new clothes and shoes...im really trying to get myself totally ready so that there will be no excuses and i will know in my heart that i gave my all...

how are things for you guys...btw i am so thankful that i have reached the 50 followers mark....you guys are the best and you make me feel like im the best

well chow for now...i really dont have nething else to say but thanks for reading and following and thanks for giving your advice....love you guys and ill communicate to you guys later:)

FORGIVE!

HHHeeeeyyy!!! How are you guys??

This summer is coming to a close for me. I will be back at the da good ol WU in Ohio in exactly a week. I am excited yet scared but Im going to be alright (this is the last year)...I just have that feeling...God has something in the works for me. I have come so far and I am still running. All I can be is thankful and appreciative for the good and bad times especially the bad times because they allowed the good times. I am thankful for the few people I surround myself with, family, and even the ones I am now disconnected from. I am so grateful for the blessings already set in place over my life. I know this only the beginning to a beautiful story.

Just when I stopped worrying...
Thats when things started happening...

Let go and Let God lead the/my/your way!!!

Music Game: My life according to MUSIQ SOULCHILD (tag)

man starz you took my favorite girl but I am going to rock with my boo boo Musiq....

Pick Your Artist: musiq soulchild
Are you a male or female? : girlnextdoor

Describe yourself: halfcrazy
How do you feel: whoknows
Describe where you currently live: ridiculous
If you could go anywhere, where would you go: marygoround
Your favorite form of transportation: whereareyougoing
Your best friend is: b.u.d.d.y.
Your favorite color is: something
What's the weather like: sobeautiful
Favorite time of the day: romancipation
If your life was a TV show, what would it be called: momentinlife
What is life to you: greatestlove
Your relationships: thequestions
Your fear: love
What is the best advice you have to give?: givemorelove
If you could change your name, you would change it to: ms. philadelphia
Thought for the Day: makeYOUhappy
How I would like to die: millionaire
My soul's present condition: soulstar



I tag:

1. femi. http://femilives.blogspot.com/
2. MsRitaJanay
   http://godislovenhappiness.blogspot.com/
3. S Jones http://sjonesluv.blogspot.com/
4. ..::KT::..http://paranoidrobocop.blogspot.com/
5. K.B. http://creativelifeworks.blogspot.com/

This was really fun!!!

Is it just me??

Hey everyone...How are you? Me? I'm counting down 'til I'm back at school....

Today's subject is text messaging. Is it just me or is text messaging becoming the ultimate yet annoying/unattached/uninformative/just plain wrong way to communicate? I feel text messaging is taking away from getting to know people and has excused and erased common communication. I am a victim and doer of these things, but it has been brought to my attention again text messaging is ruining our relationships of all kinds. I don't really know how people feel about me or how they feel about a certain subject because of the "lol", "j/k", and constant emoticons. Can we get back to having a normal, informative, non-interrupted conversation? Why is it that when you text someone and the text is becoming too long to text (the conversation is getting good and interesting but it is simply too much to text anymore...it deserves a phone call!) you call them and they don't answer the phone, yet you were just like a split second ago texting them?

I have concluded that we are becoming people who don't like to really express how we really feel, so we hide behind text messaging. With a text message you don't have to answer a question right away or say how you really feel right then and there. You can go and think for an hour and text back, but on the phone you can't hide how you feel naturally. You have to talk. There is no time to think of a quick way to get out of babysitting the bad kid, going out on a date with someone you don't want nothing to do with ever in life, or saying I love you.

Does anyone else feel this way (let me know)? Also, I want to touch on facebook, myspace, twitter, etc. We spend so much time looking at (I'm a criminal too.) who changed their relationship status, what so and so said on so and so wall, did you see what he/she said on him/her status, did you see the pics she posted...she need to stop, and on and on. I personally am the most addictive of them all. I'm waiting on the day when I can just get off of facebook and live life physically instead of electronically totally. Don't get me wrong I do believe in change and technology, but at the same time nothing can take away a genuine hug, true conversation face to face, and just the physical person period whether it be your friend, lover, or family. Let's go back a little:)

How many us really have them...???

Hello...how are you? Im doing good today:) but of course there are some things I am thinking about...

So the subject of today is Friends: How many of us really have them?

What do you do when you finally realize that your friends and you are in not totally different places like 100% but 80% different places (if that makes any sense at all). Yes you still have those moments where you love to talk to them, give advice, or even just be there to listen. There is still that common ground but its that 20% that you just dont agree with and that 20% (you know) will sooner or later turn into double lol...just follow me and hear me out....

Okay so i love who I surround myself with (treat them like sisters). I have learned so much through the years just by their presence, and I guess you can say Im that friend that will be here literally through thick and thin when no one else is here. I have learned the hard way that thats just how I am period, and sometimes people take it as a weakness and uses it againist me as in they know no matter what if no one else cares I will ALWAYS lol (no seriously), so there is no need to worry or put too much energy with doing their part as a friend because of course I am always going to be here right?

My friends know me. They know there are just some things Im not going to do and being that I am 21 you would think I would be interested in things such as partying (i am but not to the extreme of others...i believe in having a good time but you know), drinking, being sexually active, etc., but Im just simply not. I like a quiet night at home with a movie and popcorn. I like writing poetry and reading things that stimulate my mind. I like having a closer relationship with God. I like walks in the park lol...hey thats just me. It doesnt take much. But Neways I know that this is not true for most my age, and Im cool with that. I like being different, but what I dont like is when people dont include you or dont share things with you because of how they think you are going to respond right off the back, but we are suppose to be friends!?!. Thats when it becomes just simply unfair. Just because I dont necessarily do certain things does not mean that I dont want to have fun and enjoy myself (within reason).

Maybe I am too spiritual or little miss goody 2 shoes (some people say) but I mean what is wrong with that. What is wrong with wanting to be right? Im not pressuring you to be me or here to put you down. This is just the way I choose to live my life feel me? So yea someone tell me what you think about this...this is just me of course expressing some things that I have been on my mind for a while and I am just ready to express them because maybe some didnt know how it feels to always know that you will always be isolated because of how you choose to live your life. Also this goes far beyond friends. It can be any relationship you may be in or situation. Let me know your thoughts....


My definition of a friend: caring, trustworthy, honesty, able to share anything with, loving, there no matter what, understanding

If my definition is wrong please let me know cause I dont want to keep living with this definition if it is incorrect.


Well like always here is the quote of the day: A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. - Walter Winchell