if it was all so simple....

i dont think i would care so much. i cannot wait until this decision is final. i have a lot on my plate work wise and lets just say, i know 2012 is going to be my year of discovery and overcoming obstacles i never thought i would live to see me get over. ever have that good gut feeling? cant eat, cant sleep, cant think straight...that is me right now...so many directions and so many choices...whats a girl to do?! this time i will let it come to me...less stressful that way...i know this is a ramble...im sorry:) but this is seriously how my head feels right now...hope i make the right decision...im in control either way...will let you know as soon as everything is final.

btw...i think i am going to give up on weight watchers...it is getting pretty boring...the excitement has left the building...im not giving up on losing weight just weight watchers...well ttyl

random....weight update!

The holiday season has brought on so many temptations...I gained a pound :/ BUT this week I am going hard!!! Hopefully I am making it up.

good idea!...weight loss:)

Weight Watchers Update - Down 2 more pounds!

So now I have lost a total of 9 pounds...yay!

Weight Watchers Update!

So for two weeks now, I have lost 0 pounds BUT! I have lost 1 inch in one week. I wish I would have taken my measurements from the beginning.

I am still going strong. I have been mainly doing sit-ups and rigorous walking.

For this week, I am going to incorporate taebo into my workout.

TTYL:)

I lost...

2 more pounds! I am so happy. I am finally doing something right with my weight:)

I lost....

5 pounds!!!!!

Dare I say EXCITED!!!

so nervous

im getting nervous about my weigh in on Friday...hope this is all worth it

I joined Weight Watchers!

So officially I have joined Weight Watchers. I cannot wait to see the weight come off:)

They are running a special right now. The registration is free until October 15, 2011!!!!

http://www.weightwatchers.com/

Im convinced...Weight Watchers!!!

So, I am going to join weight watchers. I have officially been convinced. I plan to join next week Friday, Sept. 30. My goal is to lose at least 20 lbs. by January 1, 2012. I will definitely be updating via my blog to update me and you guys on my progress. If I slip, please keep me on my toes. :)

God knows who to place in your life to give you the right inspiration.

I hope this is my final straw in me losing weight...IM EXCITED! :)

3 days in a row working out

Arent you proud of me?

It is a family thing so we are working out together. It is helping...thankfully:)

life without love....

When I think of a life without love, I can only picture me...

I am realizing that I have no love because I simply havent fallen in love with myself, so I have just been living a life without love-ing myself...

This week has been lllooonnnggg for me. There are alot of challenges I am facing with my self-esteem and just overall confidence when it comes to my social and professional life...

Losing weight is my battle and I have yet to win it...but I know someday I will...sssooooo I think I may just try weight watchers because I just cant do it on my own nemore...

It is mental and starts with me...this is what I plan to do...I have to confess that I need professional help because I have tried and failed too many times and I dont want to miss out on my tweenties by someday saying "coulda shoulda woulda"

BTW have ne of you used weight watchers...if so, how did it go?!?

I was also thinking about getting a personal trainer...but that may be a little out of my budget.

Well I am soooo tired and sleepy so I will def talk to you guys more later:)

xoxo-Dominique

Hello everyone:)

I really need to get back to working out. I feel so guilty, so I have made up in my mind that Monday I am going to start back.

Recently, I went out to lunch with someone that I work with and she told me that she works out at the gym in our building around noon during her lunch hour for $25 a month. Thats was my clarification that I need to get back to working out because I can do it home for free. I have a heavy duty treadmill at home that doesnt ever work out you can think of and I walk pass it everyday after work when I get home. Matter of fact it is in a folded position (meaning it is locked until you unfold it to use it).

I dont what it is about me that makes me start and stop. Sometimes I dont even know that I have stopped a routine until time has passes and I start thinking or someone else brings it up.

I thought that by me blogging about it, I would keep up with it. BUT, of course yet again, I STOPed.

I am going to start working out on Monday, though for real. Im not going to change my eating habits or start a routine. I am just going to simply do it.

BTW church was good today. The pastor spoke on sin and realizing that we all have sinned. There is no use in hiding it. Also, we all need a comfort esp. in these times. You cant figure everything out on your own. That's why Jesus was sent not only for our sins but as a comfort for us all to run to and follow:)

ALSO, i finished reading Mary Mary's "Be U." It is an awesome book. It really is a great read as well as a daily devotion. PLEASE go get it and check it out for yourself. I havent gotten around to Shei Atkins' "Get a Man, Keep a Man" so in the near futire be on a look out for a review:)

xoxo-Dominique

TGIF

I am so happy that it is Friday. Sorry I have not been blogging as often I should or was rather. I have alot on my plate, and this weekend will be no exception. I have 2 major test on Monday and 1 on Friday so this weekend will be dedicated to that.

I also have not been able to do any exercising this week. Not because of me but the stupid school I go to, but hopefully next week I will be able to. I have though been keeping to my rule of not eating at certain time and eating out only once a week. I feel that I am still on track. I just have a few hurdles to get over.

Good news...REFUNDS came early so I have a little change change!!!

You guys keep me in your prayers.

Switching it up....(maybe)

hello you guys. i have to make a confession. i have not been exercising the way that i should because of class, work, and not getting enough sleep, so by the end of day, i am just wore out. since this is an issue for me i decided to switch things up and start working out in the morning before class at 6am because my first class is either 9am or 10am. i was suppose to start the 6am workout this morning but my body was just stuck to the bed...idk what happened. i set my alarm and everything, BUT i am definitely starting my 6am workout tomorrow. i notice that when i post an entry about something. it could be nething. i follow through because i feel some obligation telling you guys instead of keeping it inside my head. i guess you guys are truely my inspirations...so LETS GO!!!

BTW if you have ever began a journey on losing weight or you are on a start of a weight lose journey, please let me know because i need all the encouragement i can get...lol

well until next time. love you all

xoxo-dominique