Saturday, October 30, 2010

Monday, October 25, 2010

Great Monday!

omG I am getting closer to being hired...I cannot wait!!!! Yay!!!!

Today was a very good day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 23, 2010

a lil update...

Happy Saturday!

I know that its been a some days.

There is just so much going on right now.

The Job: I have been of course extended. I have been networking and the people that I have been talking to is making me feel that I may become perm sooner than I know it, so I hope will be able to share some positive news with you soon.

Other than that, everything is going fine. Of course I am always thinking....sometimes I wish I didnt think so much but I guess its just my nature so Ive decided not to fight aganist it but embrace it.

I have been reading Jezebel by Jacquelin Thomas. It is good read. I havent finished it yet but I would definitely recommend it if you haven't read it.

 Well that is all!!


Saturday, October 16, 2010

He is never too far...

Psalms 31: 22-24

In my alarm I said,
"I am cut off from your sight!"
Yet you heard my cry for mercy
when I called to you for help.
Love the LORD, all his saints!
The LORD preserves the faithful,
but the proud he pays back in full.
Be strong and take heart,
all you who hope in the LORD.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

While waiting for your prince charming...

1 Corinthians 7:34

But a married man is concerned about the affairs of this world—how he can please his wife— and his interests are divided. An woman or virgin is concerned about the Lord's affairs: Her aim is to be devoted to the Lord in both body and spirit. But a married woman is concerned about the affairs of this world—how she can please her husband. I am saying this for your own good, not to restrict you, but that you may live in a right way in undivided devotion to the Lord.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

I am living in union with You, what or who shall I fear?

Hebrews 13:5-6
Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you" So we say with confidence. "The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?"

It feels so good to know that if no one else is for you, God is!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

we need each other...:)

1 Corinthians 11:8-9,11-12

For man did not come from woman, but woman from man; neither was man created for woman, but woman for man..... In the Lord, however, woman is not independent of man, nor is man independent of woman. For as woman came from man, so also man is born of woman. But everything comes from God.

Monday, October 11, 2010


1 Timothy 2:9-10

I also want women to dress modestly, with decency and propriety, not with braided hair or gold or pearls or expensive clothes, but with good deeds, appropriate for women who profess to worship God.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Lord take me
Here I am
With my arms open wide
Ive found no one
To be true to me
But You!

-Karen Clark Sheard "Lord Take Me"

Father God,

I give You all the praise and glory
I thank You for everything including my sanity, family, and the people You have in my life at this time
I thank You for waking me up this morning and giving me a brand new day to praise You and thank You
The people I love are not in a good place and I just ask that You give them strength and provide a resolution of Your will
My heart is heavy and You know my needs
I can already see the sun peeping through the clouds but yet the rain is still falling
Lord be with me as You always have and be with everyone right now that is longing for You and needs You to show up in their lives
I know I am not the only one that is yearning for You to perform a miracle
Remove doubt and low self esteem
Allow Your spirit to rest in us all
In all these things, I love You and thank You and praise You
In Jesus name

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

a little Inspiration to get you through the rest of the week...

Matthew 6:19-34

Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. "The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are good, your whole body will be full of light. But if your eyes are bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!" No one can serve two masters . Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money." Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?" And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labour or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendour was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, "What shall we eat?" or "What shall we drink?" or "What shall we wear?" For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Let's build our house in HEAVEN!

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Long Tuesday...

It seemed like it would just never end...well one step closer to the weekend:)

Monday, October 4, 2010

Happy Monday!

Today was a good day...tomorrow is a wonder...:)

Saturday, October 2, 2010

things on my mind...

I dont know where to begin But I can say that I have been so anxious lately.

1. The whole job situation has opened my eyes on so many levels. I have learned that the ones that smile in your face are not the ones that will have your back. When you are faced with a challenge, please embrace it because it is just a sign of the success coming your way. I can't wait for my next stage.

2. Friends: I dont even know how to describe the distance and loneliness I feel right now. It is like "What did I do?" "Why dont I have a support team aside from family?" There are alot of questions I have in this area ????? It all comes back to me. I give my all and undivided attention so why I am I always left alone.

3. Special Someone: I am of course the single one...I have been single all my life. I have never been in a serious relationship. This again comes back to me. I am respectful and yes I do have standards. I am completely lost in this area. I dont even know how to approach it or if I should at all.

A lady came to visit the office where I work because she has just been promoted into a role, so she came to the Houston office to check on morale and just the overall workspace so that she could make an assessment to improve our Operations. Her first passion is people, and she went on to tell her story of how she got to where she is today. It was very inspiring, but what stuck out to me the most was her speaking on passions. It of course made me think. I concluded that you are the deciding factor of everything you are a part of as well as what you allow to enter into your life. She was very direct and even allowed us to ask her open questions. It just had me in awe how personal and honest she was. It was very inspiring, and it made me feel that my time was coming:)

I know that wherever I am right now is where I need to be, but it is hard for me because everything is so dim. I guess it is just me wanting things that you cant simply buy with money. You cant just go outside and it appears. These are things that have to develop over time and even should have been made during my earlier years or so it seems.

Its like I have had so many seasonal people and things in my life thus far, and I am looking for long term. The question or thought is how do I go about that? How long do I have to wait? Was is it that I need to do to start? Do I already have these things and they are not in my sight or I am I just too blind to see it?


need this in my life!!!

Happy Saturday!!!! I see some new inspirations! yay!!! Welcome!!!

I am so happy to have made it to another weekend:) and another month...we are in the 4th quarter now y'all!

Quick Update: By mid-October (next two weeks), I should be hired permanently. Since working, I have been saving like crazy and so far I have a little over $2400 saved...Are you proud of me?:)...I have never saved money like that before. I have been putting aside 1/2 of my check every week. I only slipped maybe once or twice because I had other things I needed to do (like paying down my credit card...I am at the half way mark on that and that should be paid in full by the end of this year...yay!!!).

My plan is to be able to find my own apartment by next year May. So far, that doesnt seem like an impossibility.

I can't wait until Jazmine Sullivan's "Love Me Back" album comes out. It comes out November 30th, so mark your calenders!!!

She looks so lovely as always. I love her style not just musically but fashion wise too. I get alot of ideas from her.

Neways...have a great day and remember...there is only 1 life to live so live it to your best potential!