today i came to the conclusion that no matter how you may try to make something work, it never will if it is not meant to be. sometimes decisions come our way that look like they may be beneficial to you, but every opportunity that knocks just may not be meant to be answered but simply ignored. no matter how hard it knocks, remember another opportunity will come knocking another day.
i guess it is safe to say, i know what i want...thats for sure. so i every experience has a purpose and a lesson to be learned. just make sure you take notes.