why is it the closer you get to something so great, wonderful, and beautiful, trouble always seems to find you? i guess its true what they say: you cant have the sunshine without the rain, and for every great thing, there is a price.
i need to get back to my sanity and just myself all together. i dont want to do anything. nothing right now excites me but nov. 24 (plane home!!! yay!) and may 1 (graduation). i am just so done with everything. i am just ready to spread my wings and fly away far far far far far away from here far away from here!!!
so many things are in the distance spiritually, physically, and mentally. this is why i am just so ready because i know good is on its way. i can just feel and taste it.
i have never been so alone, confused, and down in my life. i believe that if i survive this, i can survive any and every thing.
quote of today:Life is like an onion; you peel off one layer at a time and sometimes you weep. ----Carl Sandburg